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旅行會讓你成長、看見更多可能，但它不會給你一切答案。比起在家漫無目的，它固然是往前走的一種方式，但別忘了：旅行結束後，才是真正的開始。若對職場有所迷惑，重新思考工作對自己的意義，才會有答案；否則出走後，你可能會比出走前更迷惘。

因此，無論選擇是什麼，最重要的是學會「喜歡自己正在做的事」、品嘗當下的生活；如此一來，無論工作或是出走，才會真正有所收穫。

「人生要找到喜歡的事情真的一點都不容易。」但她在找尋的過程中，願意花時間給自己機會，多開幾扇門走進去看看。最重要的，「不要放棄每個機會，想做一件事情，沒有做不到的。」

在別人可以幫他的地方堅持，反而在他可以帶領別人的地方，放的時間最少。這其實是每個人在轉換角色時，都會遇到、需要克服的問題

Frustrated

Damn I have to gear up dud

Don't mad to yourself even things not going that well

You have to cheer up and solve it with confidence, otherwise who do you think would give you a hand?

You got to review and thought it more clearly with yourself 

Try always harder!!!!!!

Why it's always has to be midnight to talk that much?

Why it's has to be sensitive while midnight thinking so much? All those life and work and poor love....

I could be better and I know that, whys that I never do it instead just complain and argue for the fact without fixing? Why don't you try to fix it?

You know you could only lose if you stand it that way, and as I said you have to live with it, otherwise try to do something more, bastard

DO SOMETHING!!!!!!  

好奇怪喔你

永遠不要被別人的一句話或一個態度影響，堅持勇敢的走下去，才是成熟

I got so much to say even you don't give a damn shit about it

妳應該清楚，我一直都喜歡著妳

只是我不願讓喜歡這兩個字變得廉價，也為了平衡內心而不讓自己給妳太多聯絡，害怕這會讓自己越陷越深

但是終究，我有太多回憶在妳身上拔不走，而那是很多時候自己跟女生相處的極少數經驗

直到我去了工廠花了大把銀子，才重新認識到我還有著贊美的能力，而不只是當個無賴亂摸以及像個撒嬌的小孩只想抱著一個人很久很久

祇是最後這些都無法啟懂女生心中的那個開關，於是我只能裝作瀟灑地不在乎和不屑一顧，說著單身貴族有價值以及自嘲羅漢腳來閃避自己心裡的空洞還有孤獨

告訴我，我能怎麼做呢？

難道多看ㄧ點電影，就能夠讓自己變的理解愛情並且得到認同嗎？

恐怕我只能當個膽小鬼躲起來掩耳盜鈴罷了，那有什麼意義？

不甘心的話起碼，可以讓我知道為什麼我就是無法讓妳接受，然後我會走開的

2014 about future

You know that if you really find a job in Japan , it's definitely you have to grab working visa instead of working holiday, and the mean time you have to give up the thought within IST in the jamboree although its very pity. 

Otherwise I supposed I may be able to use the advantage to applying  travel visa instead of working holiday, but it's better I have the invitation letter from the leader of scout troop in Japan

Still, it's matter what I'm going to push in this whole year 2014, major purpose is grab working visa, second thought is working and save more money mean while have chance travel around the world legendary asset, third thought was just leave it have fun and after an year take place with dad but....

Do you sure you want to do this?

I shall know that if dad left the position would be lost kind of purpose in life, well if I don't let it happen I should built and survive in this game no matter live in Japan or Taiwan, which means I couldn't think as I'm gona play whole year and take advantage of it, but what would you said if I may not find the job in the office but in the factory worker?

When the labor is less and surrounding the guy which is not educational or creditably young as senior high, may I stand for it to survive? No one knows if the future may stand that's why they went to college for better job, it's totally the same while you stay in Taiwan

It's the chaos and paradox that I wonder I could start over when I go to the career training bureau, but actually it's useless and I was still back to the old way, now we're still asking the original question: what exactly you know about as professional?

I should think through about it, it's fine you got the job in the factory but don't think you may stand there over few years which is not realistic. 

Even you ever said join the course at night and have certificated of trading approval, it's very tough and you should prepared....

You have to believe that you're better than that, or you're waste your time for this.

First six month for factory around Takanosann, and save more money include passing the test so that I may find the job of trading to get working visa, if that's smoothly way to say....

Don't think about others which is not matter because its over 80% you supposed couldn't have chance stay there, but you got to try it otherwise you're fucking with me been through all of these home work had been made, shit

年末會議的毀類

1/6 ETD 1255

1/11 ETD 1545

1/6. 70HKD  700TWD 120RMB. 25RMB 

1/7. 6RMB MOTOR 55+60=121

1/9 28+35=63

1/11 KTV 1100TWD for girls

1/12 145+15+25=185. No.27

1/13 299whole body +5 tip as no.818 夏巧=204

Total= 389+220+209+56=874

1/16 300 corp buy it

我不願讓妳一個人

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